Dudes it's a plea for attention. Low self-esteem+lack of social network+addictive personality+reluctance to address the root of the problem+itnernet = THIS
Probably so, but would you say the drug issues are completely false?
I actually don't give a shit.
As someone who's had addicts in the family, someone can only kick when THEY really want to. Meth is not like smoking a joint or kicking back a couple drinks. It's heavy shit. If you decided to get into meth (after supposedly kicking crack rock) that's your own damn problem. And dude was just in the hospital all doped up for an appendix removal? He sure as hell don't need my help. You guys just love the drama.
eggplant ex is my homie, i've known him for maybe 6 years now..he's had serious dependancy issue's since i've met him. this is no made up internet shit about the meth/crack addictions..
in his defense, dude is in florida with no friends/support around, this is why i assume he's posting his problem on a public forum.i agree its not a good look but i sort of understand why he did it.
i'm sure everybody has a friend or family member that has addiction problems and knows how bad it sucks to deal with..i mean i wanted to kill egg ex on several occasions BUT i know what a good dude he is..it's the drugs..turns mufuckas into bags of shit, u know?
for real this dude is the kinda cat you wanna hang with when he's sober, he's a crazy talented artist, funny as hell, has mad charisma and loves music.
this shit breaks my heart, it wouldnt be a surprise if i get a call sayin he overdosed any day now.that shits killin me right now.
kev if your reading this please get into a program asap doggie, u know thats what u NEED to do.
i see this is joke to alot of u dudes and i understand eggex bothers alot of mufuckas with his posts on here, but kill that cold hearted shit.knowhutimsayin?
First of all what the fuck are you saying I posted this at Sage francis message board a while ago?
Thats a lie, and dude has a history of all his threads so find it and prove yourselves. Frickin' show me and everyone else here motherfucker. No, you can't it doesnt exist.
Fuck ya'll who want me banned. I was out of my mind last night when I posted this and needed to reach out to at least somebody here. I would never make some shit like this up.
As far as "attention getting". That's some bullshit, if this post got your sttention its not my fault. I could see what your saying if I made this shit up. But ban me because I posted that I have a drug problem I want to get rid of? Thats fucked up man.
First of all what the fuck are you saying I posted this at Sage francis message board a while ago?
Thats a lie, and dude has a history of all his threads so find it and prove yourselves. Frickin' show me and everyone else here motherfucker. No, you can't it doesnt exist.
Fuck ya'll who want me banned. I was out of my mind last night when I posted this and needed to reach out to at least somebody here. I would never make some shit like this up.
As far as "attention getting". That's some bullshit, if this post got your sttention its not my fault. I could see what your saying if I made this shit up. But ban me because I posted that I have a drug problem I want to get rid of? Thats fucked up man.
Dudes it's a plea for attention. Low self-esteem+lack of social network+addictive personality+reluctance to address the root of the problem+itnernet = THIS
Probably so, but would you say the drug issues are completely false?
I actually don't give a shit.
As someone who's had addicts in the family, someone can only kick when THEY really want to. Meth is not like smoking a joint or kicking back a couple drinks. It's heavy shit. If you decided to get into meth (after supposedly kicking crack rock) that's your own damn problem. And dude was just in the hospital all doped up for an appendix removal? He sure as hell don't need my help. You guys just love the drama.
"maaaan, he's a dope fiend."
Do you give a shit about your addicted family members?
Actually fuck this, your just a Frickin' dickhead dude. Asking you to comprehend a problem at all is like offensive or some shit? Who the fuck are you?
Dudes it's a plea for attention. Low self-esteem+lack of social network+addictive personality+reluctance to address the root of the problem+itnernet = THIS
Probably so, but would you say the drug issues are completely false?
I actually don't give a shit.
As someone who's had addicts in the family, someone can only kick when THEY really want to. Meth is not like smoking a joint or kicking back a couple drinks. It's heavy shit. If you decided to get into meth (after supposedly kicking crack rock) that's your own damn problem. And dude was just in the hospital all doped up for an appendix removal? He sure as hell don't need my help. You guys just love the drama.
"maaaan, he's a dope fiend."
Do you give a shit about your addicted family members?
Actually fuck this, your just a Frickin' dickhead dude. Asking you to comprehend a problem at all is like offensive or some shit? Who the fuck are you?
If you dont give a fuck, dont respond.
look at what youre doing though. cursing at people on a message board. like i said if you want help go get it. what the fuk are you waiting for?
you obviously dont want help and will continue using until you die or kill someone else....
Dudes it's a plea for attention. Low self-esteem+lack of social network+addictive personality+reluctance to address the root of the problem+itnernet = THIS
Probably so, but would you say the drug issues are completely false?
I actually don't give a shit.
As someone who's had addicts in the family, someone can only kick when THEY really want to. Meth is not like smoking a joint or kicking back a couple drinks. It's heavy shit. If you decided to get into meth (after supposedly kicking crack rock) that's your own damn problem. And dude was just in the hospital all doped up for an appendix removal? He sure as hell don't need my help. You guys just love the drama.
"maaaan, he's a dope fiend."
Do you give a shit about your addicted family members?
Actually fuck this, your just a Frickin' dickhead dude. Asking you to comprehend a problem at all is like offensive or some shit? Who the fuck are you?
If you dont give a fuck, dont respond.
look at what youre doing though. cursing at people on a message board. like i said if you want help go get it. what the fuk are you waiting for?
you obviously dont want help and will continue using until you die or kill someone else....
I want help man, and its not like snapping your fingers to get into a decent rehab.
This thread worked for me. A member private messaged me some very usful info that I will follow up on.
Maybe this place isnt the best place to share this but like my boy said Im in Florida with no friends around me and need to tell someone.
If dudes are clowning a guy with a serious problem, it's fucked up.
If dude is pulling a stunt for attention about something serious like this, it's fucked up.
I can't call it either way.
I have my homeboy axefoley posting in here that he knows me and knows my problems.
I still cant believe dudes want me banned for this.
no one is questioning your problems. but no one here is going to help you. you have to help yourself. there is really no point in posting. what advice can you be given that you dont already know?
If dudes are clowning a guy with a serious problem, it's fucked up.
If dude is pulling a stunt for attention about something serious like this, it's fucked up.
I can't call it either way.
I have my homeboy axefoley posting in here that he knows me and knows my problems.
I still cant believe dudes want me banned for this.
Look, I think the bottom line is that this really isn't the place to ask for help...or sympathy, especially if you're not really known on the board/have friends on here who can offer that to you.
Even when something good happens to a relatively unknown poster, the thread gets chirped because nobody else has any kind of history with the person.
I don't think any of this is cause for banning, but you should absolutely take an extended break from posting and spend your time reaching out to people who can actually get you the help you need. Good luck.
I was hoping to get advice on good rehabs which I did get, so there is a point in posting this for me. So someone here did help me, actually more then one.
I just felt helpless dude and I really don't care it offends Jonny Paycheck or faux rillz. If theyre so affected, dont respond with negative bullshit.
Everyone has problems but this is a social place and I *personally* don't need or want damn fiends up in this shit with their problems clogging up the board OMG I JUST SMOKED CRACK I JUST PAWNED MY GUITAR I JUST BLEW DICK FOR $5 man I do not give a fuck.
i DO give a fuck about my family but you are not that.
Sign off, check in, and kick. That's the best advice anyone here can give you. All that other shit is pity fishing.
I stayed out of this thread completely cause I doubted the authenticity of this post when dude first put it up. I didn't feel the need to kick dude while he was down regardless of if it was true or not. Some of you are some bandwagon motherfuckers just trying to pile on people or get your two cents in. 2/3rds of you never even had anything remotely close to a drug problem but still need to chime in with stupid comments. Not a good look at all. Like saying shit like "How could you be typing or making sense on a meth binge" all trying to debunk if this is really real with some half ass observations on his posting grammar due to some "true life" mtv special you saw a while ago.
This may have not been the perfect place to "come out" with some shit like that but at least admitting to yourself and others that you have a serious problem is a start. The best thing you can do is get into treatment as soon as possible. The phonebook (blue pages)has all your local treatment centers and a hotline to figure out where to start. Its hard to find treatment when your all strung out so its not an easy thing to just jump right into. And your going to have to find funding or free treatment situation. Its a long road but its the only real way to get better. Meth is no joke and its not an easy thing to beat. I have never had a problem with it but a few people I know have and it gets to be out of their control. You need a solid support system and people who care for you to help you through this. It cant be done alone if its serious. You might also have to get out of that environment and stop Frickin' with people who associate with it. Ive had some problems a while ago and it was rough to get back on track. Addiction is one of those things that will never ever leave you no matter how much treatment you get. Its always still hanging out in the back of your mind waiting for a rainy day. Good luck man.
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"and they let me take the cart home...."
I actually don't give a shit.
As someone who's had addicts in the family, someone can only kick when THEY really want to. Meth is not like smoking a joint or kicking back a couple drinks. It's heavy shit. If you decided to get into meth (after supposedly kicking crack rock) that's your own damn problem. And dude was just in the hospital all doped up for an appendix removal? He sure as hell don't need my help. You guys just love the drama.
"maaaan, he's a dope fiend."
eggplant ex is my homie, i've known him for maybe 6 years now..he's had serious dependancy issue's since i've met him. this is no made up internet shit about the meth/crack addictions..
in his defense, dude is in florida with no friends/support around, this is why i assume he's posting his problem on a public forum.i agree its not a good look but i sort of understand why he did it.
i'm sure everybody has a friend or family member that has addiction problems and knows how bad it sucks to deal with..i mean i wanted to kill egg ex on several occasions BUT i know what a good dude he is..it's the drugs..turns mufuckas into bags of shit, u know?
for real this dude is the kinda cat you wanna hang with when he's sober, he's a crazy talented artist, funny as hell, has mad charisma and loves music.
this shit breaks my heart, it wouldnt be a surprise if i get a call sayin he overdosed any day now.that shits killin me right now.
kev if your reading this please get into a program asap doggie, u know thats what u NEED to do.
i see this is joke to alot of u dudes and i understand eggex bothers alot of mufuckas with his posts on here, but kill that cold hearted shit.knowhutimsayin?
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Thats a lie, and dude has a history of all his threads so find it and prove yourselves. Frickin' show me and everyone else here motherfucker. No, you can't it doesnt exist.
Fuck ya'll who want me banned. I was out of my mind last night when I posted this and needed to reach out to at least somebody here. I would never make some shit like this up.
As far as "attention getting". That's some bullshit, if this post got your sttention its not my fault. I could see what your saying if I made this shit up. But ban me because I posted that I have a drug problem I want to get rid of? Thats fucked up man.
BAN
Do you give a shit about your addicted family members?
Actually fuck this, your just a Frickin' dickhead dude. Asking you to comprehend a problem at all is like offensive or some shit? Who the fuck are you?
If you dont give a fuck, dont respond.
look at what youre doing though. cursing at people on a message board. like i said if you want help go get it. what the fuk are you waiting for?
you obviously dont want help and will continue using until you die or kill someone else....
I have my homeboy axefoley posting in here that he knows me and knows my problems.
I still cant believe dudes want me banned for this.
Ban yourself and go get help... stop talking.
I want help man, and its not like snapping your fingers to get into a decent rehab.
This thread worked for me. A member private messaged me some very usful info that I will follow up on.
Maybe this place isnt the best place to share this but like my boy said Im in Florida with no friends around me and need to tell someone.
no one is questioning your problems. but no one here is going to help you. you have to help yourself. there is really no point in posting. what advice can you be given that you dont already know?
Truth is always stranger than fiction
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Look, I think the bottom line is that this really isn't the place to ask for help...or sympathy, especially if you're not really known on the board/have friends on here who can offer that to you.
Even when something good happens to a relatively unknown poster, the thread gets chirped because nobody else has any kind of history with the person.
I don't think any of this is cause for banning, but you should absolutely take an extended break from posting and spend your time reaching out to people who can actually get you the help you need. Good luck.
Can someone point me in the direction of the Crystal Waters thread? I think i made a wrong turn at the crystal cathedral.
thanks!
I just felt helpless dude and I really don't care it offends Jonny Paycheck or faux rillz. If theyre so affected, dont respond with negative bullshit.
Everyone has problems but this is a social place and I *personally* don't need or want damn fiends up in this shit with their problems clogging up the board OMG I JUST SMOKED CRACK I JUST PAWNED MY GUITAR I JUST BLEW DICK FOR $5 man I do not give a fuck.
i DO give a fuck about my family but you are not that.
Sign off, check in, and kick. That's the best advice anyone here can give you. All that other shit is pity fishing.
"hey everybody look at me"
This may have not been the perfect place to "come out" with some shit like that but at least admitting to yourself and others that you have a serious problem is a start. The best thing you can do is get into treatment as soon as possible. The phonebook (blue pages)has all your local treatment centers and a hotline to figure out where to start. Its hard to find treatment when your all strung out so its not an easy thing to just jump right into. And your going to have to find funding or free treatment situation. Its a long road but its the only real way to get better. Meth is no joke and its not an easy thing to beat. I have never had a problem with it but a few people I know have and it gets to be out of their control. You need a solid support system and people who care for you to help you through this. It cant be done alone if its serious. You might also have to get out of that environment and stop Frickin' with people who associate with it. Ive had some problems a while ago and it was rough to get back on track. Addiction is one of those things that will never ever leave you no matter how much treatment you get. Its always still hanging out in the back of your mind waiting for a rainy day. Good luck man.
And i nominate the May 8th of every year to be Crystal day.
You're either contributing to this community or detracting from it.
This clown has never done anything but detract from it. It's past time for him to go.
Report to said thread for nomination...
http://www.soulstrut.com/ubbthreads/showflat.php?Cat=0&Number=1104324&an=0&page=0#Post1104324
"Crysto De Mayo"