ex-Girlfriend Non-appreciation post
Guzzo
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I don't know what it is, but the most fucked up of the ex's seems to always find thier way back to you. Don't know if this is a universal truth but it defintly seems to be the way it is in my world.
I had this girl that I was seeing for just short of 2 years. I fell hard for this girl and damn near dedicated my life to her, over time I kinda realized it wasn't worth it cause this girl wasn't what I perceived her to be and the view I had of her was definitly through some rose colored glasses. I was pretty hurt by this, it wasn't her fault as much as it was my own assumptions that led me to think what I did. The last 3 months we were together were absolutely awful. I would break up with her constantly only to come back cause I can't stand the idea of breaking someones heart. eventually after enough of this we ended our relationship the only way we could cleanly do so...bitterly.
So now nearly a year later shes been trying to contact me. I tried to play the sweet guy and act nice about it, but without the rose colored glasses I just can't do it. I find this girl to be pretentious (sp) and annoying every characteristic I liked about her is not there and if I were to meet this person out in the street today I'd waste no more than 2 seconds passing her by...but anyways I digress, she contacts me a couple times and I find myself annoyed and angry. I have a tough time being anything even close to mean to girls. I sit there and speak to her about shit that just makes my blood boil, finally during the last conversation we had I told her she needs to leave me alone because I realy don't like being around her. Of course I worded it a little more sensitive than that but she took the hint and left me with the famous words of guild "Sorry I even bothered you". Now I feel like shit, its like a flashback to all the shitty things I went thoguh with this girl and there is no hope of me resolving this. What makes it even worse is she bothers to reach me a couple hours before I go out with this fine girl I've known for some time. Mentally my night is fucked up I absoultely hate this feeling and can't think of anyway of feeling better other than writing.
I guess ther should be a lesson learned in all this but I can't find it...perhaps the lesson is "Ignore those that only seem to bring bad things to your life", ahh who knows...who knows why I am even still typing, anyways I hope everyone has a better Saturday night than me
-Adam
I had this girl that I was seeing for just short of 2 years. I fell hard for this girl and damn near dedicated my life to her, over time I kinda realized it wasn't worth it cause this girl wasn't what I perceived her to be and the view I had of her was definitly through some rose colored glasses. I was pretty hurt by this, it wasn't her fault as much as it was my own assumptions that led me to think what I did. The last 3 months we were together were absolutely awful. I would break up with her constantly only to come back cause I can't stand the idea of breaking someones heart. eventually after enough of this we ended our relationship the only way we could cleanly do so...bitterly.
So now nearly a year later shes been trying to contact me. I tried to play the sweet guy and act nice about it, but without the rose colored glasses I just can't do it. I find this girl to be pretentious (sp) and annoying every characteristic I liked about her is not there and if I were to meet this person out in the street today I'd waste no more than 2 seconds passing her by...but anyways I digress, she contacts me a couple times and I find myself annoyed and angry. I have a tough time being anything even close to mean to girls. I sit there and speak to her about shit that just makes my blood boil, finally during the last conversation we had I told her she needs to leave me alone because I realy don't like being around her. Of course I worded it a little more sensitive than that but she took the hint and left me with the famous words of guild "Sorry I even bothered you". Now I feel like shit, its like a flashback to all the shitty things I went thoguh with this girl and there is no hope of me resolving this. What makes it even worse is she bothers to reach me a couple hours before I go out with this fine girl I've known for some time. Mentally my night is fucked up I absoultely hate this feeling and can't think of anyway of feeling better other than writing.
I guess ther should be a lesson learned in all this but I can't find it...perhaps the lesson is "Ignore those that only seem to bring bad things to your life", ahh who knows...who knows why I am even still typing, anyways I hope everyone has a better Saturday night than me
-Adam
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no seriously, there doesn't have to be an excuse to NOT keep in contact with your ex... simply put: get her out of your mind. Tell her that you feel uncomfortable around her now that you are seeing other people... you know , all that stuff.... c'mon man.
don't martyr yourself for someone else's hurt feelings... ESPECIALLY if you don't have feelings for her.
That is definitely not like Jonny...
Cut that record dude. Sing it with a white man's modern soul fury and passion. Show the world that a white man can have a hairy chest and power-stache just like Carl Weathers and drop soulful styles like a load in your pants.
With Pearson on percussion and background vocals. That shit will move UNIT$$$$$
Lead single: "You're My Peaceful Solution (Girl)"
awesome!
Posted by TheMack on Sunday evening.
Let me guess...Your little n****s roughed you up because you didn't want to see Beauty Shop with them?
That should have read
Soulstrut is surreal today
I was just watching a fairly decent bootleg of Beauty Shop while at work at the hospital.
just to put everything in perspective for everyone, be thankful if you are safe and miserable at home, and/or only dealing with ex-es. Today at the Children's Hospital in DC they have had more than 6 traumas since I got here at 4:30, including 1 gunshot wound. I am having to be nice to parents who are whining about a 2 hour wait to have their kids seen for pink eye in the Urgent Care, which when you consider the stuff that's going on across the hall, I don't have much sympathy for.
But,in spite of it all I still wanna know if theMack is feeling better.
Translation: "I shit the bed more than one time"
man if someone died or is sick i am sorry, but if it's anything else spill it, scouts honor i won't go at you
WOW!!!
so you gonna keep us guessing huh?
ok
does it have anything to do with your trade list?
i accidentally hit one of my friends in the mouth with a bowl. i chipped their tooth. it was a big mess and they were very upset, and they still are very upset and very mad at me
That's what friends do man. Don't worry too much about it. Years from now you'll look back on it and laugh (I hope).
"remember when I knocked your tooth out?!"
Seriously, I have some scars from fucking around when I was younger and i've given some too. Shit just happens.
a bowl that you eat cereal in or the weed type bowl?
man my friend knocked another fiends tooth out with a yo yo, they will get over it, and if they don't they are a "gay pussy"*
*my attempt to communicate with the_mack on his level so that we can start the healing process
i smell what you're steppin in. will definitely be somethin to look back on comically in a year or so, fuck it prolly sooner than that. but i'm guessing the guy probably got pretty heated/anxiety stricken when thinkin how he'd splain this debacle to his parents and/or showin up @ school with a broke tooth.
true words.
and how it happened. i was real drunk and i was tryin to get some ice cream. i had a bowl in my hand. said girl comes up and takes my hat off and puts it on her head. i had the bowl in my right hand. the bill of the hat was out, ya follow? in my drunken state i tried to hit the hat OFF her head by hitting the bill and making the hat fly off, ya dig? in my drunken state i hit her in the mouth